Learning to live by my own current
Everything I do I look for some kind of reaction from my husband. I get nothing.
I color my hair, nothing, I wear a nice or crazy outfit, nothing. I make a nice meal, nothing. He will tell me it needs more spices.
I need to stop wasting my time. I need to do stuff for me. I think I’m going to try line dancing tonight. But I can’t get out of my head that he won’t react at all.
I have decisions to make but it’s so hard.
Welcome to Tides of Me I’m a woman rediscovering herself, learning to live by my own current, and stepping into the life I’ve always wanted. My Wake-Up Moment For years, I moved through life following expectations — as a mom, a wife, and the dependable one everyone could count on. Then one day, I realized I wouldn’t even drive to the beach — my favorite place on earth — without wondering what my husband would think. Not because he’d stop me, but because somewhere along the way, I stopped checking in with myself. Why I Started This Blog Tides of Me is my journey of rediscovery. It’s about stepping into independence, finding joy in my own choices, and learning to trust my own decisions. What You’ll Find Here Inspiration for reclaiming independence Tips for breaking codependent patterns Stories about courage, growth, and self-discovery Ways to live your life by your own current View more posts
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